I worry that my newly generated seeds might not be random enough. I worry my dices are not good enough. If no one notices this devastating bug for years, how can I trust other devices/ other parts because I canāt verify myself. If I canāt trust RNG can I trust the secure element? I worry about the whole Bitcoin self-custody thing. I worry about whether Bitcoin will really get adopted. This must push back a lot of bitcoiners.. and how will I orange pill people in the future? I also worry about Bitcoinās price, thatās my purchasing power and itās already worse than I started.. Are we heading into a long, slow ice age of adoption? I truly want this thing to succeed because I really hate fiat. But I was thinking, if my life savings disappeared overnight, I donāt know how Iād face it. Iāve gone all-in in every possible way, and the pressure is intense. If I were the victim, I might rage quit this space, or even this world.