starting to think that a big reason i feel shame and self pity sometimes, especially surrounding food, is a feeling of scorn towards others. if i cant be kind and accepting towards others that i view as having a lower nature or lower level of consciousness, i cant be kind to myself and my lower nature. cuz we all have a shadow/lower nature. and cant transcend it by trying to suppress it or thinking negatively of it. two spritual truths i just learned: 1) what you fight you only make stronger 2) what you do unto others you do unto yourself. if i scorn people and feel superior when i see them eat "bad" foods, im only doing it to myself because im training myself to talk that way to my lower nature(when i eventually give in on a craving). and when i do that, im fighting my lower nature and only make it stronger, make cravings for bad food stronger. cycle gets stronger, food addiction becomes more harmful and consuming.

even if it reaches just one person, thats a fucking awesome thing. hope you speak your truth -- it will find those with the ears to hear it and already is. such an incredible journey. words dont do the trick but i feel that you dont need many of them. its nice to connect and walk it with you 🧘🏼‍♂️🙏

thanks for sharing man, and for the authenticity and humility. resonate with this a lot and go through very similar things, especially going down into lower energy centers and eating denser animal products. lust is also a brutal one. i think at the end of the day the snake sheds its skin at the rate it sheds its skin. we're done with our desires and burn up the karma when we're done with it. at the same time its tough to strike a balance between that and an authentic desire to go higher. in any case i think its a good thing that you can't be a "normal" guy and have a beer after work. im the same way, my body and energy field wont let me do certain things or its literal hell. means we're early for the new earth. besides i wouldnt wanna be normal in this world. much love and power to you

wouldnt hurt to thin out the herd. if at this point you still cant see what is happening, youre not going to be a builder of the new earth. remain with your head buried in the sand, lifelessly watching reruns of seinfeld and never questioning a fucking thing. those who choose darkness will lose whatever light they had and plunge into darkness. those who authentically desire God will see the light in them only grow stronger. we're in the rising action and the line between these two camps will only become more obvious. cant explain what i know and what i see, but i know it and i see it, and i know a lot of you do too. the highest love, honor, and respect to whoever is seeing this

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we all need some humble pie myself included

just do this meditation technique!

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damn did not know this