Wow!!
He came to me with a thread I know intimately. A raw fear response erupting out of nowhere. Surges of panic while driving with his daughter. Activation hitting him mid-session with a client. Sudden night jolts pulling him out of sleep. It is so easy in this spot, to collapse into wrongness. Without context or clarity, these experiences can be incredibly destabilising. This is the kind of material that only surfaces when someone is expanding far beyond their old capacity. When your work is powerful, your growth is rapid, and your higher intelligence system is evolving faster than your mind can keep up, you will naturally begin touching subterranean layers that most never reach. Pre-verbal trauma. Dimensional contracts. Ancestral binds. Traversing these layers, not from a place of problem solving, but with courage, curiosity and presence, is where unprecedented expansion and wild freedom lives. The higher you go, the more deeply you meet yourself. And his gift from our session? A rewired relationship to what was happening inside him. The fear lost its grip the moment it was understood. What once felt terrifying became a portal. This is how the medicine goes down. If you’re moving at a level where ancient and subtle layers are surfacing, if its clear you’re outgrowing an old identity, if the loops feel closer to the bone than ever before, then it’s time. Fear Medicine Sessions are officially open! Available individually or in packs of three. Info + purchase here: https://raedwyer.thrivecart.com/fearmedicine 🔑🔒 Ps. Open to receiving payment for services in sats. Message me directly / message me if you have any other questions.
Yeah I mean my ketamin experience is very ltd and it still made instant sense 🤣
Energetic imbalance is another good way of describing it. And yeah when you talk about it not being tied to size - this feels so important. The bound up energy that wants to be freed is the same regardless of the nature of the trauma. What differs in scale and complexity is the protective structures + alarm systems built around it. Which will often correlate with the severity of the trauma / whether it was acute or prolonged / whether it was preverbal etc. there are a lot of variables so I don't wanna over simplify. But I think a lot of people can be in this mindset of "what is down there is really bad because what happened was really bad" or something like that, when actually, when you get down past all the alarm systems, the energy is just the energy.
Someone I follow described the retrograde as a "neptunian k hole" hahaha
I remember writing once that if you don't brain wash yourself something or someone else will. And I guess the same really does go for your kids hey.
Alchemising deep set trauma circuitry and releasing the charge from your body so new energy and creation can flow into you does not need to be a dramatic, cathartic moment. Sometimes it is. Sometimes wailing and wretching is the authentic expression. But there is a very sneaky thread of perfectionism that can get in here where you believe that unless you have the big release, you must have not resolved the thing. This is just another way for the problem solving survival mind to stay current. And it gives the wound a bottomless quality that ends up being food for siphoning energies. Recently I've moved HUGE, ancient, timeline altering things and it's just involved me taking some of the biggest and longest yawns of my life + some random jerky motions in my upper body lol. Ask your higher self to help you move what is ready to move with gentleness and grace. If you get out of the way, the response will probably surprise you. #complextrauma #generationaltrauma #consciousness #emotionalintelligence #spiritualawakening
Yes thank you - I did change it after 😁
Ease is not the eradication of difficulty or challenge. It is a peaceful, courageous and at times exhilarating relationship with all of life, that emerges in the absence of self condemnation and excessively negative meaning making. Ease is what exists when you let the poor self concept that makes everything a million times fucking harder go. #spirituality #personalpower #spiritualnostr #feminineleadership
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