I don't know whether this will help but... There's a dance you haven't danced yet but your body already knows the steps. Those quieter stretches? They were just your body learning what it craves. And that craving knows where it's going. Because there's a version of you, not far from now, who moves through the world *feeling* her own worth. Not reaching for love. Just moving in it. And I wonder if you've noticed, maybe when the music takes you, that some of that feeling is already here. Already yours. You're already mid-step.