Brother, it sounds like you need rest, recovery and nourishment. You’ve been pushing it and achieving incredible things for years at a remarkable pace. And you’re such a valuable voice, creator and asset in this historic shift. Without people like you, Bitcoin never reaches adoption. It’s totally normal to reach points of burnout and reflection when you carve your own path. I know this well from my own journey (in design and fabrication). It’s a wonderful and brutal world that we’re navigating. If you ever feel the need for a companion to navigate stormy patch with and chat about the journey; know you can reach out for a call or a cup of tea.