Emma Smith-Stevens’s Book Notes music playlist for her story collection Greyhounds In the Book Notes series, authors create and discuss a music playlist that relates in some way to their recently published book. Previous contributors include Jesmyn Ward, Lauren Groff, Bret Easton Ellis, Celeste Ng, T.C. Boyle, Dana Spiotta, Hanif Abdurraqib, Andrew Sean Greer, Roxane Gay, and many others. Emma Smith-Stevens follows up on one of my favorite novels of the century, The Australian, with the surprising and powerful story collection, Greyhounds. Booklist wrote of the book: “In one particular standout, “Neighbors,” a widow watches her neighbor, who struggles with hoarding disorder, find meaning and joy in rehabilitating retired greyhounds but can’t resist sabotaging that happiness. Threaded with dark humor and rendered with incisive prose, these stories will resonate with fans of Kristen Roupenian (You Know You Want This, 2019) and Marie-Helene Bertino (Exit Zero, 2025).” In her own words, here is Emma Smith-Stevens’s Book Notes music playlist for her story collection Greyhounds: Writing my first book, a novel called The Australian, overlapped with composing the stories Greyhounds, which took about fourteen years. Throughout that time, I was publishing short fiction, essays, and occasionally humor. When I became aware that I had readers, or even that I potentially could—especially when my work began appearing online—I was horrified by the idea of “writing from life.” My life, anyway. I’m reminded of cultures in which people believe that having one’s photograph taken will steal their souls. I dreaded writing in the first person. My novel is about a man from the other side of the world. Listen, though. Memory is imagination, the stories we construct to make sense of being alive—so it’s all kind of silly. My personhood, my life, are not separate from my imaginings. Nonetheless, “I” felt like a humiliating disclosure, pinched-pale flesh while wearing a too-tight outfit under fluorescent lighting. When I think of the memoir I started writing several years ago, while Greyhounds was still in the works, great Southern author and my graduate school professor, Padgett Powell (e.g. Edisto, The Interrogative Mood, Indigo), warned me sternly not to write a “me-more.” I think he was quoting Gore Vidal. I tried, for over three years, to write a memoir in which I did not appear even once. A clever trick, it so happens, if one can pull it off. I cannot. Who can? Nabokov. See: Look at the Harlequins (1974). Thanks for humbling me, catchers of indigo snakes and butterflies, respectively. * The stories in Greyhounds can be sad, and if you knew which flickers alight from memory, which after writing The Australian I began inviting into my writing, it would maybe sting worse. I don’t know, though, and it doesn’t really matter. Greyhounds benefits from being fiction. No, it’s not depressing, just sad where life hurts. Funny, too. It’s not a “sex book,” though I was flattered to have been called a “sex writer” one time by a star writer. Hello: it’s just me, doing my best to tell the truth using unhinged lies and a few truth-truths, here and there. The astronaut stuff in the story “Orbit”—that’s factual. The space station, the reaching hand. Like I said, who cares? Another thought: fiction is either false or true. It depends on the depth of imagination and empathy; style, rhythm, silence; honesty and depth of feeling and meticulousness; and an irrepressible desire to make sentences so tight they ping. The truth or lie on the page is not about facts or fables but the pulp at the core of the words, put in a particular order, by a mind; and ultimately, it comes down to whether that mind is fearless or fearful when it looks into its own messy center. * Greyhounds is a slender volume spectacularly designed by Carrie Guss. You may be wondering how to read it. Here we go. Open up that little compartment at the top of your sternum just below the Adam’s apple, and place a heavy, cold stone inside, the kind that makes tears feel imminent and swallowing feel so… My God, that stone? Obsidian. Maybe Tiger’s Eye. In any case, it’s been polished, not left coarse or jagged. Don’t worry. I’m just standing waiting to pay for my gas, check out my groceries, at the post office, and then I think: people are beautiful. Or, remembering how the woman in her 60’s working in the toll booth before the Kingston-Rhinecliff Bridge said, “Have a good day,” and I smiled—and, out of view, I sobbed. Later, I see a man throw a coffee stirrer on the ground at a gas station, and I think: we all deserve a brutal demise, except the light-giving miracles among us: the toll booth woman, babies and children, oh—and angels, obviously. I don’t believe in angels, but 70% of Americans do. Shouldn’t that be enough? For me? And you? * Greyhounds is sad, but what isn’t sad? And who? Are you sad? If not, are you okay? The book’s funny, too. I hate the word “levity,” and thankfully I think Greyhounds is not for people who are too good for the word “funny,” and instead say “levity.” * On 12/15/2015, I became ill. I have not, for even a moment, felt free of sickness since I woke up that day. Initially, I was found to have Lyme and a second tick-borne disease called Babesia. I treated them aggressively for a year but was worse than ever. I was then diagnosed with three autoimmune diseases and various complications. They keep rolling in. I get infusions, take medications, keep myself walking my dogs several times a day, try not to look back. I saw my bloodwork in the cursed patient portal yesterday. I’m trying to be whatever, but it sucked. Zoom out and you’ll see that the big, the huge, the enormous things are mixed, fused, muddled, rivering betwixt and between one another. Always. Everything’s a mess. I love my life. My body wants me dead. I want the diseases gone. I’ll do anything. I’d go down with the ship, but I am the ship—and the ocean. I’m talking about specters and shapes in my field of vision. * My husband S’s birthday was yesterday, and I watched our four little nieces—his brother’s daughters—pile on him when we entered their house, screaming their mispronounced version of his name. Later, the eight-year-old and eldest, C, issued complex instructions for a game of her own invention to me, my husband, and her two younger sisters (the fourth sister was a newborn)… C was a flight attendant and also a passenger who needed a beverage, and when the passenger went to the bathroom, C would reappear as her own evil twin. She gave us all a list of rules of conduct, which my husband and I couldn’t keep straight. Somehow her little sisters could. That scene—the girls’ laughter, all our shared happiness—felt realer and more true than my own self. * I have a memory of lying in the center of a large hospital room, which looked like an operating room, though I was not having surgery, so why would this be? In walked three women in white coats with their names and M.D. embroidered on the breast. I was vaguely aware that they were talking, but they seemed to be at a great distance. It did not occur to me that I might be the subject of their conversation. I felt like a voyeur. Then, one doctor, looking concerned, asked the others if I’d had an EEG. Her colleague said, “Yes, 48-hours, and an L.P.” Something, results were something-something. All of a sudden, I tumbled into a mainframe, into my body, a lone seed in a pod. “There she is,” said a tall doctor with brown, frizzy hair and a tender smile. I felt like a baby. I don’t recall much about my talk with this doctor. I might not have said a word. I do know she told me about a book. The title had “winter” in it; maybe The Wintertime or The Wintering. She said, “It’s written by Katherine… Oh shoot, I can’t remember her last name. Katherine with a K.” The doctor approached the guardrail of my gurney and stood above but not over me. (There’s a big difference.) Like a dream-wave: one that protects and never crashes. “You,” she said, “are in the winter of your life.” I don’t remember what she said next, because though I’m much improved, I’ve been home for a few years, can think far more clearly, and people are correct distances from me, I’m still a little frozen, parts of me stinging, throbbing as they awaken, especially when touched. Snow still falls, icicles like needles from tree limbs. Nonetheless, I’m moving, going somewhere. The next morning, the frizzy-haired doctor appeared again. I was trying to talk but couldn’t. Then, just when she was walking out the door, I said, “Katherine with a K.” She turned and smiled. “You remember.” Human moments in medical spaces are extra beautiful. There’s no way to describe them except to say, again we’re back to angels, something better than a promise—something larger and more real than your very own life, which is being handed to you, like a globe. No, the whole universe. * I used to be able to listen to music sitting in loud cafés while I wrote. Now I need at least semi–private spaces to think and write. I walked and drove out the songs on my playlist, thinking about the stories I imagined and gathered in my Craigslist photo and quote collection. Sometimes I thought of my own stories. Those days, years, that old life, I walked and walked. I spent the early years of writing these stories walking along train tracks in Rhinecliff and Germantown and Hudson, towns in New York’s Hudson Valley. For a year, a terrible one, I lived in Los Angeles, wished I had the guts to be a stripper, met a guy while I was crying on the sidewalk, I overshared, he overshared, you know. I went to graduate school at the University of Florida in Gainesville—those years were three spinning gold records that kept playing these songs and adding new ones. I live in Brooklyn now. My medical team has told me to stay in New York City, so here I am, with my husband and two Azerbaijani rescue dogs, strays-turned-massage enthusiasts, Lena and Bob. My husband I moved to Brooklyn to be near my doctors and family. Boom: the pandemic. My husband and I got COVID almost immediately. I was infused with monoclonal antibodies immediately, in a trailer with a space heater at Maimonides Hospital—the antibodies were magic; three days later I felt better than I had in years. Soon the effects wore off, but something new seemed possible. Seems possible. * You may realize these are love songs, fuck songs, craving and desire and touching yourself songs. Jealousy songs. Crying about them, missing them, goddam them, who need’s them? All that stuff is hopeful. There’s life in those things. Music loves me up and drives me forward—never home. I don’t have one. (I mean, in a literal sense, my husband and I rent an apartment—don’t worry.) The only real home I’ve known, though, has been my body. I’ve been evicted. I go forward, on the edge of my seat, flooring the pedal down, gunning it toward love, hunger, thirsting for more life, more love, more life, more love. Searching for the road home. * I started pairing the playlist So I Know You’re Real with photos from Craigslist during a high point: thriving in graduate school, making new friends, finding mentors, my bipolar disorder largely in remission. I met my husband when he was a prospective student visiting my MFA program in creative writing. When I got sick a few months after we married, I stopped So I Know You’re Real. I didn’t feel so real myself, I suppose. I was so desperate for relief. Early on, I looked into the liquid of doctors’ eyes, blue, hazel, brown, green; sometimes I thought they might cry, they might already be crying, right there before me, a shimmering wall of tears—and I’d realize it was my eyes straining against overflow. The important fact about this mix is that I put these songs together for a Tumblr I used to have—stones I found on Craigslist personal ads (“Missed Connection,” mostly) about need, loneliness, nostalgia, anger, love, crushing hard, craving, abandonment, voids. This playlist was embedded as the soundtrack on the Tumblr along with the photos below (and many more). Somehow these songs announced themselves as an obvious playlist for Greyhounds. The music and images and captions borrowed from Craigslist “Missed Connections” and other personals are called, collectively, So I Know You’re Real. Do you remember how in posts on the site, people would request: “Put ‘fly girl’ in the subject line so I know you’re real’” or “type WICCA N WANDS so I know you’re real?” Type “I love you forever” so I know you’re real.” Write “Big boy.” Write “My Manga future wife.” Write “Angels all over” so I know you’re real. 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