Dance medicine sesh July 24th.. think I was feeling good that day... Indian gov was freaking out over Bitchat. Anyways... Drinking some water... Not sure what the way forward is exactly but let's figure it out.

Uranus in ♊ conjunct my Antivertex.... Started with a bang... I could birth a whole baby during this transit.

Good morning nostr world 🌞

The universe is brutally funny sometimes... 😅 https://youtube.com/shorts/cLzT22y8pno

Feather feather of the Neter reveal the weather... #birdtribes

Here where?

That one?

I don't want to prescribe labels to what this Eclipse has been unraveling for me so far in the last couple of days and really probably accurate to say couple of weeks or more... It's eclipsing no doubt and I'm doing my best to keep fear at bay. ....but yeah I was just about to have a breakdown... Coming to the edge and my limit of an experience. I've already come to it multiple times but lately I've been at a breaking point and I really hope I am just about at the point of breakthrough through it. Soooo ready to breakthrough a new threshold freed from this constriction. In an identity crisis there's gotta be a point of transformation at some point. It's time to write new stories. I am so completely tired of living in a suitcase. That much is clear and I am just done with it. I don't want to live in a suitcase anymore. I need a solid break from that and at least a homebase that I can keep coming back to should I fly the nest. Need my nest God!!! Helllllooooooooooooo So what do I do on the verge of a breakdown?!? Dance is my medicine. Hold on I realized I need the feathers that crossed my path the last couple weeks on my walk... Bringing back shamanic tools in my hands to remind me of who I am. 🪶 #birdtribes #dhyana

I think I want to build an AI and call it "NOT GhatGPT or Claude" 😆or simply NOT.

I missed my one shot. I froze. 💔

Pros and cons about caring about what people think? #asknostr

Woke up thinking how when the ColdCard exploit happened I immediately went to El Salvador and El Zonte in my mind's eye as its potential originating seed of corruption... That may have been because of conversations I had during my research about cold storage and exploits while I was there or other revelations making themselves known in my circular economy research......... I may clarify and finish that thought later...

I am not gonna even try to make sense of anything at all anymore... I fucking give up... You see the switch?!?. I am turning off the mind... not gonna even try and make sense of any of it any more. Just gonna sit here with a blank stare.... I guess it is what it is! No story attached. Just is. Period.