I'm new to the decentralized side of things, so to me it feels like it's not dead cause it's just being born 🤣 but that also feels like something a noob would say

I know you guys don't like the centralized internet, but I'm at a loss here and would appreciate a read, if nothing else. --- Ok before it gets too late 👀 And while I am feeling at least a little confident cause I made a really cool song... I need to ask for help yet again. My storage is now two months behind. Any longer and I'm probably going to forfeit all of my stuff. That's not an exaggeration. My entire life — minus my guitars and some clothes I had to leave with a friend unceremoniously — is in that unit. All of my books, all of my furniture and appliances, all of my sentiments from travels, my art supplies, my childhood treasures, my boots... literally ALL of it is in there. I have no means to return to Johannesburg to get it out, and even if I did, there is nowhere else to put it. I have tried so disgustingly desperately to make a plan but none have come my way. And I mean that. I have (as usual) jobhunted furiously, every waking day. I have asked friends for help, but none can. I have offered my writing services, but there's no need for it. I have begged. I have given up and picked myself off the floor. I have tried to sell Origins [my music album], but the few dollars I made from it went to more immediate necessities, and I don't know what else to do. I can't take loans because my credit score has been wrecked since the Great Job Loss of '24. And I don't want to start an OF 🤣 Also my feet are too mangled to sell pictures of them. So, like, I'm out of options. I said this recently because I mean it. I am tired of asking for help. I decided this universe has a deadline of Sep 15 to fix everything and give my life back or else I am going to throttle and beat it with very thick sticks until it does. I don't know how to do that, but I'll find a way, I guess. I don't deserve this shit. And I am sick of it. But that's not the point. The point is, this universe has taken everything from me already, and now it's trying to take the only motivation I have left. I know you are sick of me asking for it, but I really do need help. My whole entire life, guys. 34 years worth of it. Please, if you can, do. I have nothing to offer except gratitude, and I'm sorry for that. (The storage costs R895 pm. But as I said, it's 2 months now. So, just short of R2k). If nothing else it'll bide time until the universe realizes I am not fucking playing with it and it better clean up its mess or else I'm coming for it. I'll attach the Ko-fi link as usual, but if you know me well enough and want to help, DM. I can also send you the storage details if you'd rather pay directly to them. Ya know, if you don't trust me or whatever. (Though I don't know why you wouldn't. I am wonderful and I'm offended by even the notion 😤) (This was originally posted to FB. Of course, in this case, Zaps apply instead of using Ko-Fi if you're willing to help and also can 👀). I guess that's all. Link: https://ko-fi.com/rainbowskychild/goal?g=1 #help #zaps #plebchain #starvingartist

Do you guys believe in magic? I sang a song for the frogs, and 2 days later, look who showed up at my door 😭 Look at its sweet little cutie patootie face 🫶🐸 I love him #frogs #magic

It's the ostrich for me 🤣

Do you have a favourite word? One of mine is "polliwog" - a different (and better) word for "tadpole". It's just so gosh darn cute. It's like caramel on my tastebuds, and it had it to be sung. I wrote this one for a friend, who I may or may not have caught feelings for, who felt trapped in their toxic relationship but was too scared of the unknown to leave it 💁🏽‍♀️ Also, I just really love frogs 🐸 I would like to forfeit all my mortal possessions to them, bake them biscuits, kiss their sweet faces, and put them in my pocket so I can carry them around wherever I go. #music #song #frogs #onemanband #words