Do it Sedd. Life's too short to be shying away from the development of your tool kit, in this case, the powerful tool of unfiltered self-expression, for the very sake of its contribution to the manifesting of those beautiful dreams of yours.

wonderful to hear Thomas! I'm very early in the process of setting up a rural retreat, and also of setting up a decentralised network of institutions of similar theme: awakening, sovereignty, re-membering inextricable connection to mother earth. I've set up a profile here with the name 'globalhomenetwork'

if you have a busy life, the best cure for tiredness is sleep. if it is not this, spend time alone in thorough reflection, this may require a prior clean up through meditation. if practiced 100%, this will clear way to your unfiltered heart, revealing true inspiration, and if there is nought to inspire, which I doubt, than this practice will open to deep relaxation

how a place feels changes do you find? I'll stick with the cliche it's the heart

decentralised minds, though what happens then?

don't give up on the physical, start something or move, as good as nostr is, it is no substitute for direct experience. after reading your eloquent and sincere post, you appear quite the social adept

Being in control is not a feeling?

You could write a book about it which no-one would read, accept maybe people you know who feel obliged.

Wow, your more special than at first presented. Yes, we learn through the furnace. I had a meaning crisis at 17, led to leaving home alone and years in a Zen temple. I awakened to a mysteriously wonderful life. The very nature of life is challenge, though to commit like a monk, a warrior and a lover yields immeasurable gifts. Make sure you keep good company, and if that does not include a mentor, be one.

I have obviously never met you, but the chances of you not being particularly special may as well be zero. Now, let's see, shall I start with the PhD, or the authorship, or perhaps the black belt, ... mmm ...

ever thought of growing food permaculture style? maybe some foul?

go easy on that rearview mirror fella ... the abundance you encounter behind and in front is a compliment to your ability to notice, a symptom of your gratitude is 'should I stay or should I go?' the right question? or simply follow the heart (without question), the heart dealing in feelings as it does I appreciate your openness and humility Jake, a rarity in the present climate. I feel welcome to communicate with you, in confidence you will grant me a generous hearing. respect.

Hi Tao, I sent you a DM. Cheers

Wow! All AI? I remember sharing a few months ago we are now shifted to fantasy online, though solely basing this upon images, not videos, certainly not music. This has led me to pause. So what's the minimum required from you in order to generate such a complete product? Of course, up to you whether you desire to document the process. @Contra is starting up a lightning-fast conversations series, maybe you might find it suitable for you to engage? Thanks for your honest feedback, and thanks for the music.

I'm in, if you'll have me. No doubt you'll check out my profile, and more through there and website. We can chat previous, or not. Whatever you like.

... and life loves you!

yes, like ... sleep, love, awakening, what else may we add? ... all that good stuff, there is just to get out of the way (as is said).

yes, I guess our cultural assumptions hide much of what is trusted in our moment to moment, even just which side of the road or the turning on of a light. thou personally, I much prefer to be aware of all this, it is this that forms the foundation of my immeasurable gratitude