It has been raining hard tonight. It made me feel sleepy making it hard for me to wake myself up for work. I think I'm about to be late tonight.

Got a fun day for cravings. Story time. Supposedly, we're only going out for my follow-up check at the clinic. As PUJ was passing by in front of Citi Mall, I smelled that freshly cooked fried chicken. The first thing that came to my mind was KFC even though they don't have a chain there. My tummy was rumbling as we went on with the checkup, and all I could think about right after that errand is food. I told my partner about it, he just laughed at me but still agreed. The checkup went well. We went straight to SM City Mall downtown since they have a branch over there, and immediately order. Well, craving is satisfied. 🍗

It's pouring hard tonight. Last shift is hella cold already, then I have to stay at the office with a full blast AC for about 9 hrs. Good luck to me. It's best to assume I'll be sick this week.

At some point of my life, I wanna live for myself. However, it's quite quite hard knowing there's people relying on you. Poverty is a b***h in this country. A stable job is the bare minimum to survive, how much more pursuing your passion?

It's about time that I have to stop myself from asking lots of acquaintances about something. I know they don't care about me anyway. I need to figure it out by myself from now on, or just go right through the source.

When I thought I knew what's my passion, it gradually disappeared. Passion is so different with your calling. Right now, though I have already graduated, I'm still lost. Not lost in a way that I have to start adulting, I'm already working so that's taken care of. I'm lost because my career path is wrong. So here I am contemplating on some things. I have to start over and redirect my path to the right choice, I know that. However, the process would be difficult. I need to got through the same stress for another 4 years again. Am I ready to go all over the same stress and struggles? Of course not, if I can have the best option, I will never. The difference now is that I can still at least prepare for it and do it the right way. I still have some time before starting over unlike before. What I'm afraid of is messing up again along the way and no one there backing me up? That's where everything goes south.

I've been away for a few days and I could see a lot of changes when I get back. Devs are surely restless to improve this BCH community. I could see a leaderboard now for BCH Creator Economy, replacing the one with top most advocates. I guess because the target users are reached already, so the focus now shifts to its economy. Hats off to this kind of management. I hope more users flocks to learn more about BCH here, and will eventually love the platform.